Monday, April 28, 2008


Beck's a refreshing voice every now and then; his thoughts on economic policies are a bit rash but frank. Perhaps that's what we need right now. Too many politicians are concerned with the petty finger pointing.
Although our environmental concerns should be a chief focus, it seems we can not make the small steps toward environmental improvement without first stabilizing the resources which pave the way for that improvement.

Sunday, April 27, 2008

Wright and a respect for the human person

Reverend Wright voiced another cry in front of a room of ten thousand at an annual NAACP conference today. The tension right now in this country between black and white Americans most often subsists behind the curtains; it's in the silence of our gestures, in our misunderstandings, and our hands covering our mouths after a slightly politically incorrect statement about the other race, and particularly black Americans. I am not as concerned right now with the issues confronted or the controversial and racial words potentially spoken by Rev. Wright, but what I can not ignore are my sympathies for this man and the pain I sense in the one voice he represents.
The white man's ear in this country is not quite attuned to the rhythm of the black man's songs, and I believe this ufamiliarity with African American culture is and has damaged a much needed conversation between blacks and whites. Wright's statements may have been offensive, and as much as he defends them as "descriptive" rather than "divisive", I am not entirely sold. But that is beside the point. Two scores and a century is not a long time for a culture to heal from a heritage marked by suffering through dehumanization. And the black poets of the early 20th century had it right when they identified the African-American culture with a mask it was forced to wear in order to hide its tears, being excluded from the fellowship of the rest of mankind. And two scores and a century wasn't a definitive point; African Americans have struggled for social recognition for a much longer time after their emancipation. There voice has been stifled, and their status as human beings has gradually been bought at the expense of their own tears and blood.

The media's obsession with Wright right now might open the door for more dialogue between blacks and whites. In order for the dialogue to continue, however, a posture to listen, as much as it is often tongue-in-cheek, has to be adopted by white Americans. Our responsibility is not to point to African American failures in voicing themselves ethically and soberly. Dialogue always demands an identification of the origin and end, and to arrive at an understanding of why the African American fist was raised and why it is still up in the air demands a sensitivity to be willing to understand, however much it fails in articulation.

The forms of expression are often offensive, loud, and obtrusive, but the form can not obviate our attention to the substantive issues at hand. Human identity survives through its cultural and social recognition, and it is one of our greatest duties to ensure the recognition of this identity. Whether or not we believe this "suffering" is self inflicted or a way of placing the responsibility on white Americans, it does not detract from the fact that black Americans are and have been hurting, regardless of where they place the blame. Even if their words are presently offensive, their words can not be divorced or castrated from where those words find their origin, the human tongue. And that is where our sympathy must begin, a respect for the dignity of human beings and human expression, and a willingness to see that dignity preserved. You can't separate the "drum from the drummer", and the drumming will not always be perfect. If we want a better tune, we have to attend the suffering human voice.

It's the 6th Sunday of the Easter season, and I am three weeks away from finally graduating with my B.A. in philosophy. The philosophy papers are keeping my mind off of graduation day, but hopefully the final products are rewarding.

It is looking like I'll be an uncle of three by autumn. Bryce will be four this August, and Laura just announced the expected arrival of another one in November. Rachael (my oldest sister) is also pregnant with her first, and I believe Rachael's ticket is for September. My plans are to stay with my mom this next year, and I will begin applying for graduate schools in the summer. Mom has been a tremendous help in reducing any unneeded stress through my ups and downs, so that's partially why I stay here. She and Joe are still dating, and Joe's quite the gentleman. Hopefully he'll stick around. My dad has not been doing well; thoughts and prayers would be appreciated. I hope to soon see him climb out of the struggles he's been dealing with. The divorce still seems to have a fresh effect on him. It is sometimes frustrating to notice a lack of healing progress in his emotional state, but I am sure the endured pain will foster development in his character. It hurts to sense bitterness in loved ones, and it's hard to maintain loving relationships with them when selfishness clouds our perception of them as dignified people. "Human dignity" was the echo I continued to hear in the air when Pope Benedict was in town; the tough part is channeling those echoes into practice.

Since my Confirmation in May, my religious focuses have primarily been on in-house ministries. I'm hoping to be an RCIA instructor next fall and also help with our youth group and Jr. High catechism courses. Father Benedict and the Holy See seem to be taking a turn toward more grounded education for Catholics in the States, so hopefully we will find a well-spring of desperately needed spiritual and intellectual growth in the Church in America. For this reason, it has been difficult for me to consider leaving for graduate school. I may take a more domestic focus and remain here to help at St. Peter (my parish). Many of the members of this church are intellectually and religiously mature, but many others could use a nudge or two.

Well, that's the vision I have scoped out for now. The love of Christ, His Church, His Mother, and those around me will have to keep me sane as the scenery changes.